Tu me manque = I miss u

Kangen sekali ama my Eby, huff, can't help it!! It's sucks to feel this way!! Dunno why i feel this way either. I used to not missing something this badly. I feel tormented. T.T

I check up my phone just to read his messages, see our pict together, write this while listening to Mariah Carey - I stay in love with you. Damn i really miss him. Kangen ngoroknya, kangen keteknya, errr!!

Bdw, he asked me sumthin today, dia tanya apa dia emank orang yang gw harapkan ato ngga. Dan dia bilang someday pasti gw bakal jawab itu at least ama diri gw sendiri. Well, its hard to figure out, cuz everybody has their dream couple, but i dont really dont think about that. Yang penting itu dia bisa bikin gw seneng, care ama gw, nerima gw apa adanya, respect my family dan bisa jadi orang yang bertanggung jawab atas hidup gw baik itu rohani ataupun jasmani *alah.. berat bgd bahasannya*!!

But thats true!! Thats all i need. Dan dia jg bilang kalo dia barusan baca artikel yang nulis kalo mengungkapkan perasaan lebih gampang dengan menulis dari pada mengucapkan langsung, tapi menurut dia kalo ngomong langsung "lebih berasa" . Gw jadi nyadar kalo selama ini emank gw lebih banyak mengungkapkan perasaan gw lewat tulisan ama dia. I'm sorry. Gw terlalu gengsi untuk mengatakan hal-hal tersebut, *yikes*!! But i promise i'm gonna try my best to make u know what i feel by just saying it to you.

I love you. *smoooooch*

I miss u. *sroooooot*

I used to call you my boy
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again