love is a losing game

hemm..
hari ini gw berasa mellow bgd..
dengerin lagu amy winehouse - love is a losing game..
sempet nangis bentar gara-gara kangen bgd ama pacar gw yang namanya Abram Doughlas Febrianto Sagala..
nangis gara-gara kangen??
well..helloooooo???!!!
bukan gw bgd!!
gw jd bingung apa gw baru saja kehilangan jati diri atau baru saja menemukan jati diri gw..
*huff*
gw nulis post ini terinspirasi ama judul lagunya c amy winehouse-love is a losing game..
ngena bgd ama gw saat ini..
damn lah..
selama ini gw nyantai kalau pacaran..
nganggep "love is a game"..
seems like love turns me into like this, i think now i'm a loser!!
i dunno whether its good or bad..
i always affraid of disappointed n thats why i make love as a game..
i cant pretending that i'm in love and definitely a loser!!
tp gw ngga nyesel koq jalanin ini, cuz i really love him..

miss u so booboo..
^^